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Thursday, September 15, 2005

Apologetically Almost

I almost want to say I'm sorry.

I'm sorry about this and that and everything in between.
I'm sorry I'm too honest. I'm sorry I lied.
I'm sorry I went berserk. I'm sorry I was indifferent.
I'm sorry I blogged. I'm sorry I didn't tell all.
I'm sorry I believed. I'm sorry you believed.
I'm sorry I fell. I'm sorry [if] you fell.
I'm sorry I met you. I'm sorry you met me.
I'm sorry we met. I'm sorry I went that night.
I'm sorry if I assumed. I'm sorry if you assumed.
I'm sorry if I pushed. I'm sorry if I pulled.
I'm sorry if I deceived you. I'm sorry if you deceived me.
I'm sorry I fought. I'm sorry I confessed.
I'm sorry for the kiss. I'm sorry for the hugs.
I'm sorry for the memories.
I'm sorry I put you in a position that could have been avoided.

I'm sorry I said I love you because I genuinely do.

I almost want to say I'm sorry. But I won't.
I almost want to be sorry. But I'm not.

Because you don't deserve my sorrow. Because you don't deserve anyone's sympathy.

But who am I to say what you deserve.

If I were just your meantime girl. If I were just your girl on the side.
Only for that, I truly am sorry.


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*.* as if! @ 10:54:00 AM • • RBJ

 


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sleeps with butterflies ~ tori amos



Airplanes take you away again
Are you flying
Above where we live?
Then I look up a glare in my eyes
Are you having regrets about last night?
I'm not but I like rivers that rush in
So then I dove in
Is there trouble ahead
For you the acrobat?
I won't push you unless you have a net


You say the word
You know I will find you
Or if you need some time
I don't mind
I don't hold on
To the tail of your kite
I'm not like the girls that you've known
But I believe I'm worth coming home to
Kiss away night
This girl only sleeps with butterflies
With butterflies
So go on and fly then boy


Balloons
Look good from on the ground
I fear with pins and needles around
We may fall then stumble
Upon a carousel
It could take us anywhere

You say the word
You know I will find you
Or if you need some time
I don't mind
I don't hold on
To the tail of your kite
I'm not like the girls that you've known
But I believe I'm worth coming home to
Kiss away night
This girl, this girl

You say the word
You know I will find you
Or if you need some time
I don't mind
I don't hold on
To the tail of your kite
I'm not like the girls that you've known
But I believe I'm worth coming home to
Kiss away night
This girl only sleeps with butterflies
With butterflies
With butterflies
So go on and fly boy

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