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Monday, May 30, 2005

Weakened Weekend

I fell off the ledge last Saturday. Now I have this nasty bruise on my leg. No skirts for me for the following two weeks or so. Huhu.

Good thing nobody noticed. They prolly thought twas part of my stint. Thank you Syanta for laughing your ass off while I cringed in pain. Reminded me of Loiza and Julie when we went to Galera.

I almost fell off the plank getting off the boat and when I regained my composure, I saw them laughing like hyenas.

Loiza: Shit, Floi! Kung nahulog ka dun, patay ka!
Floi: Huh?! Exagge! Hindi naman noh; marunong naman ako lumangoy!
Loiza: Hinde, pare. Mamamatay ka sa kahihiyan.

*sigh* Friends...

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It's over between Abe and I. I ended it even before anything started.

It turns out that Dick, being the dick that he is, has been spreading around that Abe and I are officially a couple. We're not and it seems we would never be.

We may seem sweet and cuddly in Galera but hey, what happens in Galera stays in Galera. I'm keen on separating my different lives. Why do they think I told them my name's Chevy when we first met?!

I'm sorry I can't be the girl everyone wants me to be. Maybe someday I'll change. Someday. Definitely not now, though, and definitely not for anyone but myself.

No goodbyes, however. We can still be buddies if Abe could just stay [and keep his hands from] outside my red tape.

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I didn't get to visit Rozl afterall. I feel so badd. I only had to allot the last Sunday of every month and I can't do it. Actually, it's more like I refused to do it.

I went home at 6AM on Sunday despite the subconscious alarms I've set that I shall call it a night no later than 3AM so I can visit Rozl by 9. *sigh*

I set the alarm clock at 9AM. Better late than sorry. I snoozed it until I FINALLY got my lazy ass off the bed at two-friggin-PM. Shiet. I'm such a bitch of a sister. I need to offer penance or something.

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I know I said Im'a move out right after Kuya's wedding but I'm still at home and my bags are still empty. EVERYBODY, including my boss, has been asking when I am finally finally going to move in the staff house.

I'm such a baby. This so reminds me of when I left home to study in UPLB - how I bargained with my education just so I won't have to leave the house.

"Hindi ako papasok sa UP kapag pinagdorm nyo ko. Ayoko magdorm! Mag-uuwian ako!"

Soon enough...

"Ma, hindi pa ko makakauwi this weekend eh. Next month na lang, oki?"

Hihihi... Gimme time. It's what I like to call transition anxiety. *sigh*


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*.* as if! @ 3:25:00 PM • • RBJ

 


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Palabras Finales

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sleeps with butterflies ~ tori amos



Airplanes take you away again
Are you flying
Above where we live?
Then I look up a glare in my eyes
Are you having regrets about last night?
I'm not but I like rivers that rush in
So then I dove in
Is there trouble ahead
For you the acrobat?
I won't push you unless you have a net


You say the word
You know I will find you
Or if you need some time
I don't mind
I don't hold on
To the tail of your kite
I'm not like the girls that you've known
But I believe I'm worth coming home to
Kiss away night
This girl only sleeps with butterflies
With butterflies
So go on and fly then boy


Balloons
Look good from on the ground
I fear with pins and needles around
We may fall then stumble
Upon a carousel
It could take us anywhere

You say the word
You know I will find you
Or if you need some time
I don't mind
I don't hold on
To the tail of your kite
I'm not like the girls that you've known
But I believe I'm worth coming home to
Kiss away night
This girl, this girl

You say the word
You know I will find you
Or if you need some time
I don't mind
I don't hold on
To the tail of your kite
I'm not like the girls that you've known
But I believe I'm worth coming home to
Kiss away night
This girl only sleeps with butterflies
With butterflies
With butterflies
So go on and fly boy


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