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Wednesday, April 27, 2005

Wedding Bells

Kuya's getting married on hte 18th of May. I'm going to be the candle bearer.

Mum and I were discussing this over breakfast when the spotlight turned to me.

I plan to get married either in San Agustin Church in Intramuros, the chapel in Fernwood Gardens or, of course, St. Joseph's Parish in Las Piñas where I was baptized and soon-to-be confirmed. [Also, it is where the world famous Bamboo Organ is]

My wedding song would be Spend My Life With You by Eric Benet and Tamia. I dunno who would sing it yet but definitely, I would sing Till There Was You at the reception [How cheesy would that be?! from The Wedding Singer, of course].

I would wear a white lacy gown with sequins and swarovski crystals, of course, designed by moi. The train would be as long as the aisle. My veil would be pinned in place with a tiara.

My bouquet would be a beautiful gamut of exquisite flowers. There would be plenty of white and yellow day lilies in the church and at the reception. [My name Fleur de lis is French for flower of lily]

I haven't figured out how I want my wedding to be, have I?^_^

Here's the catch: All these I picture materializing TEN YEARS from now and NO LESS. Mum said, "May magpapakasal pa ba sa yo pag thirty ka na?"

So... even my Mum think thirty years old is too old to get married. I thought the elder brods I hang out with at 65B just thinks I won't be able to wait till then. [Probably get pregnant soon and end up getting married at the city hall. ew.]

Well, I don't have a boyfriend now and if I were to get married, I still have no one in mind. I also want a very long engagement, say, five years[?] or more. Most likely, I would end up a spinster. Hehehe...

Don't get me wrong. I know I'm cynical and all but I'm also a closet romantic. I'm too idealistic. I want everything to be perfect. Okeiii, I'm not making sense. See, even I wouldn't want to spend the rest of my lifetime with me. I'm too complicated.

Basta, ten years from now, Ima have the wedding of my dreams, with a groom or not.


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sleeps with butterflies ~ tori amos



Airplanes take you away again
Are you flying
Above where we live?
Then I look up a glare in my eyes
Are you having regrets about last night?
I'm not but I like rivers that rush in
So then I dove in
Is there trouble ahead
For you the acrobat?
I won't push you unless you have a net


You say the word
You know I will find you
Or if you need some time
I don't mind
I don't hold on
To the tail of your kite
I'm not like the girls that you've known
But I believe I'm worth coming home to
Kiss away night
This girl only sleeps with butterflies
With butterflies
So go on and fly then boy


Balloons
Look good from on the ground
I fear with pins and needles around
We may fall then stumble
Upon a carousel
It could take us anywhere

You say the word
You know I will find you
Or if you need some time
I don't mind
I don't hold on
To the tail of your kite
I'm not like the girls that you've known
But I believe I'm worth coming home to
Kiss away night
This girl, this girl

You say the word
You know I will find you
Or if you need some time
I don't mind
I don't hold on
To the tail of your kite
I'm not like the girls that you've known
But I believe I'm worth coming home to
Kiss away night
This girl only sleeps with butterflies
With butterflies
With butterflies
So go on and fly boy


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