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Monday, January 03, 2005

Look Back

Said my niggas don't dance, we just pull up the pants and,
Do the Rock-away. Now look back, look back, look back, look back.

2004 is emphatically the best year in my nineteen year of ubiety on earth.

Here we go:

January - Depression
According to Kubler-Ross, the sequence of emotions following discovery of life-altering information are as follows:

Anger, Denial, Bargaining, Depression and finally, Acceptance

In reference to my dismissal from U.P., January witnessed the final stage before I finally accepted my predicament.

February - Letting Go
Ironically, the love month witnessed me giving up the only relationship I ever felt security in.

March - Bouncing Back
The Floi took on the corporate world and showed everyone how little of a failure she is.

April - Love
It was during this month that I proved to everyone and more essentially to myself how much I love womanhood and sisterhood. Chevy happened.

May - Friendships
May witnessed me expressing how much I value people I love.

June - Burn
What can't be can't be. On the other hand, together with Chevy and her cousins, I set Common Ground on fire.

July - Rainbow
I was given plenty of false hopes during this month.
False hope in life, false hope in love, false hope in friendship.

August - ***
This month oughtta be forgotten. Horrible things pounced on me.

September - Funn
Do you remember? Badiya... dancing in September...

October - Discovery
I covered hectares and hectares of foreign ground behind enemy lines during the 10th moon. It allowed me to get to know MYSELF a lot better.

November - Living Alive
This month. couldn't. have been. any. better. It seemed it was the first time I felt life running through my veins after a long time.

I started feeling alive. and free.

December - Synopsis
The culmination of the past year was a nice clutter of all thoughts and emotions I went through the whole year. Nice. Niiiiiiice.

What's in store in 2005?

Nobody knows and I'm thrilled to find out!^_^


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*.* as if! @ 5:34:00 PM • • RBJ

 


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sleeps with butterflies ~ tori amos



Airplanes take you away again
Are you flying
Above where we live?
Then I look up a glare in my eyes
Are you having regrets about last night?
I'm not but I like rivers that rush in
So then I dove in
Is there trouble ahead
For you the acrobat?
I won't push you unless you have a net


You say the word
You know I will find you
Or if you need some time
I don't mind
I don't hold on
To the tail of your kite
I'm not like the girls that you've known
But I believe I'm worth coming home to
Kiss away night
This girl only sleeps with butterflies
With butterflies
So go on and fly then boy


Balloons
Look good from on the ground
I fear with pins and needles around
We may fall then stumble
Upon a carousel
It could take us anywhere

You say the word
You know I will find you
Or if you need some time
I don't mind
I don't hold on
To the tail of your kite
I'm not like the girls that you've known
But I believe I'm worth coming home to
Kiss away night
This girl, this girl

You say the word
You know I will find you
Or if you need some time
I don't mind
I don't hold on
To the tail of your kite
I'm not like the girls that you've known
But I believe I'm worth coming home to
Kiss away night
This girl only sleeps with butterflies
With butterflies
With butterflies
So go on and fly boy


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