A week ago, Cha and I were on the same boat. This week, Loiza and I are.

We both said goodbye to the persons we love. We did in different situations, but just as painful.

Loiza's Goodbye

Marnie has been in Singapore for almost four months and he went back last week for Loiza's birthday. Ain't that the sweetest thing? Awww... He flew back to Singapore last Monday and Loiza's unsurprisingly down in the dumps yet again. We were planning on going out that afternoon after Marnie left but at 2pm, she cancelled because "her head hurts" and she's still in the airport waiting for Marnie's plane to take off. Talk about masochism. I can just imagine her jumpin' up and down, waving at the airplane.

Floi's Goodbye

With another girl and their revalida coming up, things are looking waaay hazy between my boo and me. I don't want that. I don't enjoy tormenting myself and I don't want people suffering because of me. I may seem utterly self-involved and bratty [I actually am] but I have enough heart to be considerate of other people, especially the ones I love. Perhaps everyone can tell how much I'm into him.

But, I'm sorry, I can't deal with having to share you with anyone. This isn't martyrdom, it's doing the right thing for once. Consequences, Lex. We both have to live with the choices you made. You tell me she's out of the question, that you just have to clear the hurdle in front of you but really, she is. Why? Coz on that extensive SMS, she was mentioned. You care about her, and you mentioned her almost in the same tone as you talked about me. Now, I'm being bratty.

Med school and relationships just don't mix. Good luck to you, my dear Bacterium, P. Aeruginosa, Mr. Anderson, Lex.ir Roduta...

my boo... who turned out to be a major booboo...




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*.* as if! @ 11:41:00 AM • • RBJ