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Monday, September 13, 2004

Back to High School

Remember your very first crush?

How he gave you palpitations everytime he crossed your mind?

How he gave you reason to get up every morning and go to bed early at night [only to doze off late]?

How happy he made you every time you hear his voice or you receive a text message from him?

How you wished you could just blurt out how you felt to his face but couldn't?

Remember your very first crush?

I do.

Coz that's exactly how I feel now.

I feel like a giggly high school girl with pigtails and mary janes.

Funny, I know. It's probably the funniest thing TGIS would ever hear.

Floi the bitch, loving someone from a distance.


Oh you have no idea how frustrated I feel right now. For once, after a long time, I am doing nothing to get the person I want. Not that I don't want to - I'm a person who knows exactly what she wants and how to get it - but because I can't. There's too much at stake. At my present stature, a good reputation is much too precious.

I regard my situation with utmost hatred and disgust. I hate being under the bonds of norms and standards. I detest following social convention. I am a rebel, after all.

But this isn't a choice I have to make. It's an order I have to heed. It's a small playground we're moving in. The players are one and the same.

But because he's different, I will wait. He's worth the wait... and prayers... and wishes upon the stars... and coins thrown to wells... and cigarette sticks last lit...

Just to let him know how I feel.


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*.* as if! @ 10:15:00 AM • • RBJ

 


I'll be seeing you. Goodnight.

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Palabras Finales

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sleeps with butterflies ~ tori amos



Airplanes take you away again
Are you flying
Above where we live?
Then I look up a glare in my eyes
Are you having regrets about last night?
I'm not but I like rivers that rush in
So then I dove in
Is there trouble ahead
For you the acrobat?
I won't push you unless you have a net


You say the word
You know I will find you
Or if you need some time
I don't mind
I don't hold on
To the tail of your kite
I'm not like the girls that you've known
But I believe I'm worth coming home to
Kiss away night
This girl only sleeps with butterflies
With butterflies
So go on and fly then boy


Balloons
Look good from on the ground
I fear with pins and needles around
We may fall then stumble
Upon a carousel
It could take us anywhere

You say the word
You know I will find you
Or if you need some time
I don't mind
I don't hold on
To the tail of your kite
I'm not like the girls that you've known
But I believe I'm worth coming home to
Kiss away night
This girl, this girl

You say the word
You know I will find you
Or if you need some time
I don't mind
I don't hold on
To the tail of your kite
I'm not like the girls that you've known
But I believe I'm worth coming home to
Kiss away night
This girl only sleeps with butterflies
With butterflies
With butterflies
So go on and fly boy


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