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Tuesday, August 17, 2004

Mental Overdrive

I hate thinking. Coz when I think, I think a lot. A little too much, actually.


Like, when I think of what happened last Saturday [which I choose not to blog about]*, I have this inkling that Lex was giving me away.

Like, he was practically pushing me to Mike.

Like, whatever I told Glen to let him read didn't matter.

Like, he just entrusted me to someone when he felt I made him feel that he wasn't good enough to be with me.

Like, our time together was a big lie.

Like, I'm a big joke.


That's just what I think. But I feel otherwise. Those last five minutes together? Felt like eternity. Sana maulit muli...

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*Which makes me a little guilty coz I'd love to dish out to Chevy every detail. [and I bet she's my number 1 subscriber] Oh well, I'll just email you, girl.


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*.* as if! @ 9:03:00 PM • • RBJ

 


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sleeps with butterflies ~ tori amos



Airplanes take you away again
Are you flying
Above where we live?
Then I look up a glare in my eyes
Are you having regrets about last night?
I'm not but I like rivers that rush in
So then I dove in
Is there trouble ahead
For you the acrobat?
I won't push you unless you have a net


You say the word
You know I will find you
Or if you need some time
I don't mind
I don't hold on
To the tail of your kite
I'm not like the girls that you've known
But I believe I'm worth coming home to
Kiss away night
This girl only sleeps with butterflies
With butterflies
So go on and fly then boy


Balloons
Look good from on the ground
I fear with pins and needles around
We may fall then stumble
Upon a carousel
It could take us anywhere

You say the word
You know I will find you
Or if you need some time
I don't mind
I don't hold on
To the tail of your kite
I'm not like the girls that you've known
But I believe I'm worth coming home to
Kiss away night
This girl, this girl

You say the word
You know I will find you
Or if you need some time
I don't mind
I don't hold on
To the tail of your kite
I'm not like the girls that you've known
But I believe I'm worth coming home to
Kiss away night
This girl only sleeps with butterflies
With butterflies
With butterflies
So go on and fly boy


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