The reason the two weeks I shared with Lex is harder to forget compared to my other *ahem* flings is that he was able to treat me to a certain comfort level far higher than the "others" were able to. I was incredibly at ease in his company.

Did you know that he made me cry after our first "date"? I didn't blog about it and only Em, Angeli and Chevy - my three bessies - know about it. It was such a beautiful moment I wanted it to be special so there wasn't a press release but it doesn't matter now.

I was right there sitting on the passenger seat and we were cruising through EDSA when a tear trickled down my right cheek. He didn't notice of course but it was a tear of joy. I was absolutely happy. And the tears flowed even more when I reached home. Only one guy made that happen before. Astro. And how special he is. So, Lex would've been... could've been...

Oh well, he's gone now. Literally. So, what the hell. Life moves on. And the FFC network is growing. Hahaha!

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*.* as if! @ 3:26:00 PM • • RBJ