Loiza said, "Just wait, don't search. It comes when you least expect it." Lex did! In a merciful attempt by fate to make me happy, it sent Sis Cha to convince me to go to 65B for the frat anniversary. I didn't even plan on sticking around. But I did and found myself in the same table as the San Beda brods. A lot offered to drive me home but out of practicality, I chose to go with Lex. Fate has quite a humor and sprinkled a little pepper into our "first acquaintance". Some girl driving a van added some scratchy designs to Lex's Mazda. Nothing serious but an event Lex and I always laughed at thereafter. Parked in front of the house, Lex offered to get coffee first. We made do with Select in Caltex Times since it was already 3 in the morning and Starbucks was definitely not an option. I had a great time talking to him. He did too, I guess. That started a series of wonderful times together.
Lex texted after our first gimik together: "Nytnyt,floi n tnx.. Mem0ries ds nyt hv gven me..Bt i hpe tht d best s yet 2 cum..Cya n ma drims..Ü @ 17-July-2004 05:21:33" Yes Lex, I still have it on my sim with a lot of nice messages from you - messages I read every night before I sleep in a successful attempt to let go of my fears. But what happened last Saturday? Don't you want to enlighten my dark thoughts? I do not want to think that the "triple ouch..-moronic p.a." I received from you after you read my blog that Sunday morning would be the last I'd ever hear from you. I have been going out of my mind for the past couple of days because you haven't been texting me and you won't answer my calls. Then your phone became out of reach and I heard, yes I already have, that you changed your number.
I was gonna send you a message on Friendster in an attempt to reach out but what do you know...
So I guess I will have to wait till fate brings us together again. If you're reading this, just want you to know I'm sorry and I'm still looking forward to the best that is to come.
*.* as if! @ 2:28:00 PM • • RBJ
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