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Saturday, July 31, 2004

When the tears dry...

I blog.

Haaay... I thought last week was the worst, then there's tonight. At home and blogging on a SATURDAY NIGHT?! Enough! Strike two ka, tsong. Tama na.

Aaaargh! I couldn't do anything but cry. I was really looking forward to this night. Last week I can understand. I mean, I'm not heartless to make you leave your mom in the hospital just so our plans can push through. But there's no reason for you to leave me hanging tonight. Except that you are a moron yourself. You're no better than Ludwig. Worse even. Coz you had the nerve to hurt me after I poured my heart out about everything Ludwig did. That's what I'm thinking now. So you better prepare a long melodramatic speech to convince me otherwise.

Fuck! My head's so messed up now. Then you go texting me "Sori Floi... Miss you so much... Hifhof pa d2...Ü" Are you mocking me or something?! E gago ka pala e, kung di mo ko iniwan sa ere e di sana kasama mo ko ngayon!

Ugh! Am I glad you're not my boyfriend. Next please.
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Or perhaps I am bound to be merely an object of men's masturbatorial fantasies. Never to be loved. Whatever. Save me, Lex?


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*.* as if! @ 10:03:00 PM • • RBJ

 


I'll be seeing you. Goodnight.

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sleeps with butterflies ~ tori amos



Airplanes take you away again
Are you flying
Above where we live?
Then I look up a glare in my eyes
Are you having regrets about last night?
I'm not but I like rivers that rush in
So then I dove in
Is there trouble ahead
For you the acrobat?
I won't push you unless you have a net


You say the word
You know I will find you
Or if you need some time
I don't mind
I don't hold on
To the tail of your kite
I'm not like the girls that you've known
But I believe I'm worth coming home to
Kiss away night
This girl only sleeps with butterflies
With butterflies
So go on and fly then boy


Balloons
Look good from on the ground
I fear with pins and needles around
We may fall then stumble
Upon a carousel
It could take us anywhere

You say the word
You know I will find you
Or if you need some time
I don't mind
I don't hold on
To the tail of your kite
I'm not like the girls that you've known
But I believe I'm worth coming home to
Kiss away night
This girl, this girl

You say the word
You know I will find you
Or if you need some time
I don't mind
I don't hold on
To the tail of your kite
I'm not like the girls that you've known
But I believe I'm worth coming home to
Kiss away night
This girl only sleeps with butterflies
With butterflies
With butterflies
So go on and fly boy


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