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Saturday, July 17, 2004

Misapprehensions


Just a friend, Floi. Just a friend.


Rainbow (noun)
1. an arc of colored light in the sky caused by refraction of the sun's rays by rain.
2. an illusory hope

Like Tiepee's, my rainbow is fading. [If it hasn't faded all out yet] I don't know if it is my excessive vulnerability or just plain stupidity but I feel awfully misled by BND's actions.

He must have not meant to but well, his intentions were not clear. [to me] Maybe I just assumed too much. Leave it to me to be assuming.
 
Guys I like shouldn't be nice to me unless they want to reciprocate how I feel. Otherwise, I end up like this.
 
 

Detraumatized



With all the terrible things that happened between Ludwig and me, could anyone blame me for being distrustful of San Beda brods? I am not judgemental nor do I stereotype but something about meeting up with another Bedan brod stirred up paranoia in me.

He was late. I almost left had he not texted me that he was already on the way.  He kept texting someone all through the night. He said his friends are drinking in Cavite urging him to go. But of course he didn't want to. Nice one, brod.

For the mercy of God, my head's still filled with memories of Ludwig. Everything I do with Lex [new brod] reminds me of Ludwig. Heck, everything I do with or without Lex still reminds me of Ludwig. Sheesh. I'm so unfair.

Lex is right; I oughtta get myself treated by a shrink.


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*.* as if! @ 5:21:00 PM • • RBJ

 


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Palabras Finales

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sleeps with butterflies ~ tori amos



Airplanes take you away again
Are you flying
Above where we live?
Then I look up a glare in my eyes
Are you having regrets about last night?
I'm not but I like rivers that rush in
So then I dove in
Is there trouble ahead
For you the acrobat?
I won't push you unless you have a net


You say the word
You know I will find you
Or if you need some time
I don't mind
I don't hold on
To the tail of your kite
I'm not like the girls that you've known
But I believe I'm worth coming home to
Kiss away night
This girl only sleeps with butterflies
With butterflies
So go on and fly then boy


Balloons
Look good from on the ground
I fear with pins and needles around
We may fall then stumble
Upon a carousel
It could take us anywhere

You say the word
You know I will find you
Or if you need some time
I don't mind
I don't hold on
To the tail of your kite
I'm not like the girls that you've known
But I believe I'm worth coming home to
Kiss away night
This girl, this girl

You say the word
You know I will find you
Or if you need some time
I don't mind
I don't hold on
To the tail of your kite
I'm not like the girls that you've known
But I believe I'm worth coming home to
Kiss away night
This girl only sleeps with butterflies
With butterflies
With butterflies
So go on and fly boy


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