I lost that feeling to blog once again. Except for the previous entry which is a pack of crap [crap! crap! crappiness! so much for my happy ending?! what the...?!], I can't blog about anything though I have a million and one things to blog about. So forgive me if this entry will sound like a bulleted History outline.

• Astro asked me to stay away coz after Saturday, he realized he still can't stand to be with me and not... um, be able to do the things we used to do when we were still together. Whatever makes you happy, man. I'm just here waiting in case you're ready to be friends for real.

• I hate it. Everything reminds me of what's-his-face. I met up with Em and Kinot last night and we zoomed through Macapagal at 140 kph. Remember going 120 on the way to Cloud Nine? Dammit. But what the boy didn't do was stitch through the road at 140. Bwahahaha! How Kinot enjoyed watching me going from left to right coz I was at the backseat and no seatbelt. I love my friends.

• Vic blew my cover with Boy-Next-Door [read: cute architect to design our new office]. We had a lunch meeting at Dome in Shang when Vic brought up that I was disappointed last meeting [read: Teak in Powerplant] coz someone wasn't able to make it. Sheesh... but it's all good. He MIGHT join us for badminton tomorrow. *crosses fingers*

• I have a confession to make. I don't think you're gonna like it. I LIED. I'm the bad guy. Everything I blogged about putcha_gwapo_sya is nothing but a figment of my imagination. Nothing is true. Is it not? Or I just got sick of how he denies everything? Maybe it did happen. He just has a severe case of selective memory. Whatever. I'm moving on. This time it's for real. Coz when I'm hurt, everyone who loves me gets hurt as well. I can't stand that. I can't stand hurting anyone at all.

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*.* as if! @ 10:41:00 PM • • RBJ