Give Me Some Honey

Repost from January 3. Refers to a different person.

someone is being missed. badly.

worse, paranoia is kicking in and i'm thinking that this someone doesn't want to see nor talk to me anymore.

invisible mode is terrifying. petrifying. mortifying.

someone. someone. you know who you are. [i hope]
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Deja Vu.
The worst way to miss someone is being beside him but knowing you can never have him.

A Glimpse...

I finally cried last night. A week and a day after the revelations, I cried [the three tears of anger doesn't count]. I cried for us, for him, for me, and for HER. I was thinking I didn't have the right to be hurt since I was an accessory to the crime. An unwilling and unknowing accessory, mind you. But still, it doesn't make me the victim per se.

By now, I can stop pretending he didn't break my heart. A week of denial is all I needed. I would be a hypocrite not to admit i miss the way we were before... that night. I miss it so bad. It's all too soon. But then, would I rather have not known?

to be continued...

You take my breath away

Literally!!! I was gasping for breath the whole day! Nah, it wasn't an asthma attack. I also had palpitations and my chest and back hurt like hell! Like being in the Iron Maiden. I was gonna go straight to the hospital from work to have it checked but I got lost and ended up in...
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Ay! Bitin! :p

Stolen Testimonials

Sheesh... Testimonials dated 2004 vanished into thin air. These Friendster moderators are such thieves. Haaay... Can't live without Friendster!!! I wonder how I'll be when it disappears altogether. :,C

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*.* as if! @ 11:41:00 PM • • RBJ