Floi Reborn

Oh, how original.

I killed myself yesterday.

Before you confuse yourself with how I was able to click-clock on my keyboard to relay this, you do realize that I meant it figuratively, don't you? You better, you silly half-wit.

So, yah, I'm back to my old self, detaching myself from any form of emotional string to whatsoever is taking place in my lame pathetic excuse for a life. It's really easy, mind you - easy as making an elephant fit into a fridge. That was an old school joke but I consider it applicable. Not!

As per my boss/therapist's diagnosis, I am a complex girl NOT on the verge of a breakdown. Coz I already am suffering from enjoying it! "How lovely", says a spectator. SPECTATOR is my middle name. Can I just say outside-looking-in?

So, she goes about day by day, smiling at every face her eyes lay upon, throwing a joke or two to lighten up a frown. Deep inside, even she did not know that her soul was in fact, already hollow. After realizing she swallowed more than she can chew, [Eureka! The princess has awakened!] she took off her load and assesed where she was exiled to. [Alas! It was she who banished herself!] With a kick on the shin and a poke on the head, she focused on what was in store ahead. The girl with gifts more marvelously combined than Cuervo Gold, a pinch of salt and some lime, got rid of the rats infesting her closet for a long time.

Wheee! It's always easier to be in the third person. So much more fun!

Toink-toink with a Hammer

P0k2 k tlga!Y r u
so dumb?! Haay,i
ges sum thngs
nver rily
chnge!Gnyan k
tlga.. Mula ky
g0dfrey!Anu yn my
trend!I wudnt
b surprisd if ul
end up being a
mistres.

Sender:
swan_ust
+63917345****

Sent:
12-May-2004
20:25:47


Thanks girlfriend! That really made me feel a whole lotta better.
But honestly, I appreciate your honesty. [excuse the pun] Not the judgement, though.
That's the thing with TGIS, we never judge each other. That's why I love you guys! True friends stab you at the front? Nah. True friends don't stab you at all.

Please try your call later

Knew the sign
Wasn't right
I was stupid for a while
Swept away by you
And now I feel like a fool
So confused,
My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?

Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach,
Couldn't see
We were never
Meant to be

Catch myself
From despair
I could drown
If I stay here
Keeping busy everyday
I know I will be OK

But I was
So confused,
My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?

Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach,
Couldn't see
We were never
Meant to be

So much hurt,
So much pain
Takes a while to regain
What is lost inside
And I hope that in time,
You'll be out of my mind
And I'll be over you

But now I'm
So confused,
My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?

Out of reach,
So far
I never had your heart
Out of reach,
Couldn't see
We were never
Meant to be

Out of reach,
So far
You never gave your heart
In my reach, I can see
There's a life out there
For me

Is this a lyric page or what?!

Hahaha! I plan on devoting this blog to the publish of the lyrics of the soundtracks of my life. Enjoy.

Kaya nga ONE kase ISA lang e tapos...

One Night, One Kiss
Only One Feeling Exists
One Breath, One Touch
But I've Never Felt This Much

And I, I Wanna Share My Whole Life With You
I Wanna Keep On Dreaming Dreams And With You
Make Them All Come True
As I Lay Inside Your Arms
And Rest My Head Upon Your Shoulder
Believe Me There's Nothing That I Can't Do
Whenever We're Together

One Time, One Place
With The Warmest Sweet Embrace
One Joy, One Pain
Only True Love Can Sustain

And I, I Wanna Share My Whole Life With You
I Wanna Keep On Dreaming Dreams And With You
Make Them All Come True
As I Lay Inside Your Arms And
Rest My Head Upon Your Shoulder
Believe Me There's Nothing That I Can't Do
Whenever We're Together

I Can Never Be The Same Girl That I Used To Be
I'm Stronger Now
'Cause You've Made Me Face The Fear In Me
And You Don't Have To Prove Yourself At All
In Making Wrong Things Right
The Fact That You Love Me
Makes Everything All Right

And I, I Wanna Share My Whole Life With You
I Wanna Keep On Dreaming Dreams And With You
Make Them All Come True
As I Lay Inside Your Arms And
Rest My Head Upon Your Shoulder
Believe Me There's Nothing That I Can't Do
Whenever We're Together

I especially love the BOLDed stanza!
Great. Great.
Kelangan bang times two parati?! May naaalala ka lang yata Floi e.

No... No...

I rest my case.


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*.* as if! @ 11:05:00 PM • • RBJ