The big WHY

Apparently, people find it more intriguing when you proclaim yourself happy than when you're not. It seems less likely for one to be elated than to be miserable. Hahaha! I'm happy but I still sound bitchy. Bring it on!

Roselle is right. Happiness indeed is a state of mind. You don't need external factors to reach nirvana. I realized I don't anyway. Maybe I do, but I believe otherwise. To set the record straight, my happiness does not rise from romantic reasons. I am over the pathetic mentality that I need some guy to make me feel loved, thus, make me happy. I have liberated myself from the bonds of testosterone dependence. I am now a free woman. Zero heart torment. Finally.

Now that we've straightened that out, let me tell you the real reason. NOTHING! As in, I woke up one day [March 15 to be exact] and decided to despise negative energy. Coz everything happening right this moment is nothing but good to me. Too good to be true. A series of God-given blessings. Yes, I believe only God can concoct a series of events all webbed up leading to an ultimate culmination. An outrageous turn of events.

Stop wondering, kids. Even neuters like me deserve to be happy.Ü

Don’t need the sun to shine
To make me smile
Don’t care if it’s dark outside
Cause I got you
And though the rain may fall
No, I won’t care at all
Cause baby, I know that I got you


That's me singing in front of the mirror. Talk about Narcissism. lolz.

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*.* as if! @ 11:02:00 PM • • RBJ