growing up

i have finally outgrown my pa-cutie pie effect. floicute8 is no longer functional and so is the too vague come into my world. definitely, so is butterfloi. am just conceptualizing my new template that's why all those butterflies are still there. i signed me up for a new yahoo ID and got me a new identity for pinoyexchange.com.

however, something someone said really stuck to my mind.

"...pipol often use chatting [or the internet, for that matter] to compensate for wat they arent in person..."

maybe, i'm just irritatingly sweet in person pretending [or trying hard] to be mean online. or maybe it's the other way around. i'm nasty in reality but pretending acting all nice in person. maybe so. i am, after all, a people pleaser. i am as authentic as tupperware. and i rant on and on about this site being my outlet. ouch! hahah... talk about self-acceptance. heheh... whatever.

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*.* as if! @ 1:03:00 AM • • RBJ