stupified

hmmm...
t.v. really does numb the brain. every sensible bit of idea embedded in my brain is currently unavailable. hope i can find it somewhere. soon.

sorority woes

went to LB last friday coz i thought it was the applicant's final rites. it wasn't. a painful thought resurfaced. it's only a matter of time before i'm forgotten. i respect the fact that they have their own lives but does it require a lot of effort to send me a text message of whatever's going on? i wouldn't be too affected if i have my own but lb life is the only life i know. sorority life. still. hope they realize the sorority is my world. it always will be. felt good indoctrinating the applicant, though. made me think of every tidbit of wisdom i acquired. and my zeal is invigorated.

16 months and on the recovery room

you'll never know how much 6 hours can do to a person. to a relationship. astro and i had plans for our 16th monthsary and yah, was i infuriated when he told me they won't push through coz his mum didn't let him. i guess any girlfriend in my shoes would feel the same. i mean c'mon! a 20-year-old boyfriend who can’t stand up to his mother? for his girlfriend? for the love of his life? for his future wife? NOT!!!yet certain... i declared our "relationship" [or whatever you call it] a patient in the ICU. so, last saturday, with nothing of a happy monthsary in mind, i went to their house to visit him. (moi--- the understanding girlfriend) and you know what? i had a great time! we watched My Sassy Girl together [with a bunch of interruptions from the monster --- his mum]. *kilig* his mum even treated us to jollibee. [how romantic. not exactly but it works] we were suppossed to watch the fireworks display in ATC but traffic made us miss it. we had a distant view from the expressway on the FX we were riding, though. well, i bet they can't compare to the rekindled fireworks between my baby and me. *sigh*


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*.* as if! @ 11:49:00 PM • • RBJ