skeletons in the closet

it's really hard when you harbor something inside. too dirty to disclose to anyone. not even on blogs.
i want to explode!!! i have clammy hands and a racing heartbeat for the last three hours. i'm even regretting going online.

reality comes like a splash of cold water waking me up from my delusions. illusions. dreams.

stupid! stupid! stupid!

just another chance. all i'm asking is another chance. but second chances come once in a blue moon.

aaaargh!!! i'm getting used to this.

TGIT

dinner date at dencio's tonight with TGIS barkada. a welcome diversion from the turmoil i'm gooing through. i actually should be getting ready now to get there on time.

meeting time: 8pm
meeting place: mcdo


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i didn't get to go to Batangas. Ponch even sent me a text message about how delicious the food was. sad.

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*.* as if! @ 6:15:00 PM • • RBJ