the incredible hulk ala floi

have you ever felt so outraged but you can't do anything to vent it out? that's what i'm feeling now. if i were hulk, i would have turned green by now. but lo! i can only cry. i can't even really sob it out coz i just can't let them see my tears. i woke up early today because i plan to go to LB. i simply have to go there. i have to see people i can connect with. nope, i don't have that with my family. we're more like 5 people living under the same roof, running the same business but with no real affiliation. i'm gonna explode if i have to be confined with these people for a day more. anyweiz, so, i'm awake, got ready and guess what? no allowance. someone forgot i need money to carry out my plans for the day. and so, he defends himself HE came back at lunch just to give me the dough, which is pointless since i am still sitting infront of this friggin' computer and just imagining how much fun it would have been to be at the tambayan drinking red horse from plastic cups sound-tripping to paolo santos, live. aaargh!!! xavier's sick --- probably bad karma for the way he mistreats me --- but i tended to him anyway. NAKAKAINIS TALAGA!!! can't wait to get out there and live MY life... not the matriarch's, definitely not the sperm-donor's, just MY life... when it's all just me, myself and I. [and of course, my social circle]

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*.* as if! @ 6:47:00 PM • • RBJ