i'm just weak, pretending to be strong...

i don't know if i can still take the distance. and i sure can't say for how long i can go on committed without seeing my baby. last night, pitter-patter came my tears when he told me he can't do anything anymore about his mum. when she says NO, it means NO. can't he even reason out? aaargh!!! he's not making things any easier for me. i can only continue to pray... "lead me not into temptation..."

on a lighter note...

i'm so hung up on friendster!!! i have these ideas for a nice essay about it but i'm so tamad to put them into words yet. it's just uplifting coz i found long lost friends and i'm still meeting new ones. i bet people who have access to the internet are nice naman di ba? just wish they don't turn into obssessed stalkers or something.



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*.* as if! @ 10:49:00 PM • • RBJ