baby's day

astro came to visit today!!! he would've come yesterday but he wasn't even on the road yet by noon so i told him to just come today. we can't see each other everyday, in fact we don't even know when we'll see each other again after today, so i want us to spend a lot of time together whenever we can. he texted me at around 10:30 saying he's leaving the house. i waited and waited and waited. but when he wasn't here yet an hour later, i went home to cook tocino (mmm... my favorite!) for lunch. he wasn't here yet when i came back. i went out to buy ice and when i came back, kuya told me "may tao sa taas para sa yo". of course i knew who it was. but does he have to talk about my baby like that? i mean, they still aren't on first name basis? until now?

we ate lunch, watched some tv and played nintendo 64. at 3, mama texted me to pick up pangee from school. so we left at 3:30. <===useless trivia: i haven't bathed yet at this time. in fact, not yet still while i'm typing this. before you judge me, i'm not usually like this. i love staying under the shower until i'm shivering. i'm just overwhelmed with being with my baby after a long time. and i can't go home to bathe when he arrived coz i was afraid of what people will think of the two of us alone in the house. ===> we were at the school's gate earlier than pangee and we saw her before she saw us. two boys, a fat one and a thin one were hitting her and really bantering her. i wasn't alarmed coz it seemed harmless. pangee confirmed it was. food trip!!! we ate proven then bought pizza roll. i even wanted to buy bopis but astro didn't. i miss the street vendors outside st. jo! they were the only street food i felt safe enough to eat. we came home, accessed friendster then had a stick of puff. oh, i opened a friendster account for astro. he wasn't really interested though. more nintendo until papa arrived. we bought burgers from burger machine for dinner. ate while watching swordfish -- really cool movie. he was gonna go home right after but i asked if he wanted to play counter strike first. he did and really went home by 9. hmmm... i miss doing nothing with him. you know, just cuddling and not worrying about anything else. i know my yearning for him will only grow deeper and harder to contain. but, we can't do anything about it. at least for now until we become legally a couple which is nowhere in the near future. we have to live with the consequence of our actions.

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*.* as if! @ 10:37:00 PM • • RBJ